Dancer x Writer x Artist.
I'm a REAL music lover.
I find solace in beautiful words and mesmerizing moves.
See the world through the window of my airplane...

P.S.: This is NOT for the faint-hearted or the weak-minded. If this describes you, the exit is below you.

-Ciara E.

 

Maybe I’m Really Just a Toddler.

Three & 4 year olds do this. They cry when the people they want to be around, aren’t. Well maybe I’m just 2-going-on-3 at heart because honestly my heart knows no difference.  

As much as I hate to admit it, I need him. I neeeeed him. He’s the only person who knows what to say to make me feel better when I just want to sink into a hole and vanish. (I think. Lol. Sometimes he says something smart and I want to kick him) If all else fails, though, he would just look at me. His eyes did something that no one else’s could ever quite accomplish. The way he used to look at me made it all okay.

He never did believe me when I said he made everything better though…but he did. I wish he was here.